The creation of this blog has been long overdued. Again and again, during my moments of happiness or sadness, this thought comes to mind. I would like to document them down for
memories. This will also be an outlet for me to vent my stress and fustrations for the condition of remaining in anonymous.
Today is the first time he uses vulgarities on me! This is the first time in our 8 years together.
Boy, this hurts me so much. It pierced right into my heart. I demanded an apology right away but he refused. All these happened for a silly reason - my refusal to drive the car.
I don't have the confidence to drive and many a times, I think I endangered others when I'm at the wheel. I've a slight phobia to drive but he don't understand. Not that I did not mention to him before.
Tried finding excuses for him - Over stress with upcoming exams and current assignments, - met up with unreasonable people or - unhappy at work or even just that he woke on the wrong side of the bed. Trying to ease abit of my hurt. Am I very silly?
